i’m feeling beautiful
    and wanting you
    to see me
    here
    all wrapped and
    ready
    a present not to be
    opened
    (quite yet)
    but to be

    desired.

    but alas,
    everyone is out.
    they are
    without me and i am
    here
    hungry and full
    with only the light of a single match
    to guide me
    into
    the waking

    night.