do I have to
    beg
    plead
    fall to my knees
    flirt grotesquely
    for you to even
    notice me?

    that is
    of course,
    what all the other girls do.

    so maybe
    instead of being myself
    as untouchable
    as I may seem
    should I dare to
    enter your ring
    wear my red cape
    entice you
    with my young lust
    and flirt
    piously
    for your
    everlasting
    affections?

    I think not.