in order to heal
these folds
and regain my
temporary
sanity i beg
of myself to release
you and
let you free from my
immediate wonder

for you have
opened me without
my asking
and provided a window
to a world i must feign
stupid indifference to
in order to brush aside
the bitter
and unforgiving thoughts
feelings and
blatant connections
that you
still never see
and will never
understand