you never cared to
    dissect my words
    before
    instead looking past them
    (never through)
    to find the one thing
    you were after

    but now
    I can feel you
    (though miles away)
    feed hungrily into each
    curve and
    turn
    exacting the pressure
    of each phrase against
    the wall of thick
    plastic

    you’ve built between yourself
    and the world